Are you Lost?

About what?

Too bad.You need another key to continue.Figure out your word and what you desire just might appear.

Looks like I've been able to hold your interest.Everyone has their colourEspecially for me.Curious?

Do you ask because you are tired?Or do you ask because you're addicted?Did you ever figure out what you wanted from me?

Once you speak it, your name will appear.

If you lose this it's hard to regain. You can take it from others but they can deny your claim and you can also give it away. You're protective over it but comfort determines who receives it.

Something that's not absent of color, use to be important, represented by ten across the board and you want it?

you often remember but never specify unless asked. if you forget then you start asking questions. isn't that scary? not remembering something you think you should always know. figure it out. did you find it?

With it your curiosity has risen since it is a guide and an image yet even when you figure it out it still remains a mystery. Its touch creates many things but it is represented by less than ten. So once you figure it out you'll still ask me again.

You either don't think much about it or think about it too much but it never ends. It can be given up, taken away, broken apart and passed on. It's much big than you realise much more pervasive than you dream.

It confuses you despite reading into every factor. You fail to see what those details bring together. It draws such longing and desire from you but at the same time it will drive you mad. And in the end you'll break it down and do it again after all you're here now, aren't you?

Your eyes remain at the center despite the movement around you. You might feel fear but yet something excites and draws you in. It is controlled but it is still wild. Something various people enjoy.

you haven't figured this one out? we've been doing this the whole time. isn't that what you wanted? or are you scared? it's a lot isn't it? do you fear such things or do you seek them out?

You're looking for the finish line aren't you?Unfortunately, you're just going to find another stop.The last one fortunately, I did promise to keep this down to three parts.But right now, I'm looking for something so you might as well start running.

you can call me: zenthings that get in the way of me being around:full time grad student, has a full time job, internship, dance, easily distracted, rp is a just one of my hobbiestimezone: PST/UTC-8

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dark muse, NSFW themes, trigger warnings as necessary.mun and muse are of age.
mun is 27.
minors do not interact at all.no pronoun preference for mun or muse use what makes you comfortable.muse does not equal mun and vice versa.no rush on replies. see things that get in the way of me being around for why i reply slow.i also write on discord, just ask.if there is an issue, i prefer it to be handled in private so we can move forward.i am preferential to descriptive and literate threads being completely honest. they motivate me most.will rarely post ooc on main but will be denoted with ||: i keep that to priv which is @xtratrubuul

Lucien,My treasure. There is no way to write to you without sounding ridiculously sentimental, so I'll just have to give in. One year ago, I happened to speak to you at random asking you about things to do in this city I had just moved back to after a good number of years. I would have never guessed in those moments that would have amounted to our friendship which blossomed into our love. I'm still amazed by it each day. From us bonding on the fact we’re both night owls, enjoy nightlife, and love fashion, to me getting to see you give yourself fully in your passion only within a few days of meeting. And yet we didn’t stop there. The unforgettable days, nights, and moments led me so easily wanting to spend more and more time with you. It was amazing and still is because the way we came together and the way we are now is so astonishing yet significant. Change isn't the right word for it, it’s more like an awakening to something so utterly beautiful. Qualcosa di onirico, paradiso.Your calmness and composure often offsets my more chaotic tendencies, yet you also don't miss the chance to have fun of your own. I enjoy when I get to see you being both a mystery and silly. We feed off each other in that sense and complement each other as I have said before. Our hues contrast yet melt perfectly into each other’s. You drive me mad but put me at such a sense of peace that it's often hard to completely describe all the things you do for me. I know I don't have to put these moments into exact words since these moments will never come to end. Yet, I always find myself searching for new ways to describe just how good you make me feel. So super rare.
There are so many things we have done, have yet to do and will end up planning to do but all that I can say I value every moment I get with you present and future. From first friend to fiancé, there really is no better way to describe something so perfect.Mon amour, il est évident que je suis en amour avec toi. Donc, je vais écrire partie sentimentale de cette lettre en français. Tu représentes le monde pour moi, c’est indéniable, tu représentes plus que le monde pour moi. Pour trouver ta personne quand tu t’y attends le moins, c’est un sentiment stupéfiant. Je ne peux pas le décrire mais je suis reconnaissant. Je t'aime tellement et je t’aime plus chaque jour.Il y a tellement sur toi qui me complètes c'est pourquoi je n'aurais jamais lassier passer la chance de t'appeler le mien pour toujours. Je chéris chaque moment nous avons eu en même temps et chaque moment nous aurons en même temps. Pour toujours est pour toujours et mon éternité est avec toi. Rien ne se compare. Ce n’est pas mon avenir seulement, c’est notre futur. Je suis heureux de partager mon tout avec vous.With that ring on your finger, you’ll always have a reminder that when I said I wanted you all to myself I meant it.いつもあなたの側でTon fiancé,
Hanma

Sephtis,There is nothing like Puppercino in the morning, in the afternoon, or at night. For someone's whose place I broke into you sure have a way of rolling out the red carpet and making it impossible to ever want to leave. But that's the point, you're always by my side and I couldn't be more grateful. My spooky, not so spooky ghostie who I may or may not have summoned and then almost kicked out. I'm glad I didn't. How else would I be able to say I know I can't be without my Puppercino?Can you believe a year has passed since we met? From a perfectly normal conversation to me breaking into your home a few days later. Granted you invited me to be your alarm and were you not surprised? An alarm with a special setting and now here we are ready to chuck anything that wakes us up before we want to be up across the room. A year since you convinced me to be somewhat of a morning person only for us both to realize getting out of bed is hard. Morning Dew can wait. However, when we dew make it out of bed, the runs we go on are some of the most calming ways to start a day. So many memories but also daily good times. From the fact we often fall down the rabbit hole of music since we have similar listening pattens and tastes for everything equating to a nearly 36 hours playlist and still counting. To the fact we both spend so many hours playing video games but can’t stay alive in anything battle royale to save either of our lives. We relate on so many things but with our own twists and flavor which ends up making things more enjoyable.Speaking of own flavor, my shy pupper, who cutely tries to scare me but ended up running clear down a hall when I spooked him. My Pupddle, whose cheeks go red every time I say my boyfriend. My bashful love, who malfunctions when I take my shirt off. My soft ghostie, who melts into my arms the minute I touch his head and always makes the best breakfasts. Since Day One, you have so many sweet actions and endearing behaviors that simply just make you, you. I can’t begin to summarize all that you are in only a few words. You’re so one of a kind; and yet we still understand each other.Sephtis, my whimsical Puppercino, my amazing boyfriend, my sweet love, my favorite type of coffee. You really have a way of living up to your word. You said you’d be the pup I never knew I wanted, and I can say you well surpassed that because I know how much I need you and there will never be a point where I don’t. We have so many things we still plan to do and so many things to still find to do ahead of us. There really must be Something About Us. So, I hope you know I Can’t Let You Go because All I Really Want Is You. Let us Brave anything the world throws at us because I’m always thinking of you. Where I Want to Be is anywhere with you. I love you into infinity. You And I together is like having A World at Peace.It's the perfect day for dreams come true and I’m glad that dream was you.Your Devil,
Hanma

Spike,There are so many ways I can start this letter since it’s not really a year since we met each other but rather a year since we met again. We’ve known each other for much longer despite the lost time. It’s relieving to say that even if both our lives have shifted dramatically, I’m glad we found each other again. My Baby Fox Fiend, my mischievous little fox with a cute face and cunning who always manages to get his way. My now fallen angel who might be able to compete with me for being a devil in disguise. You’re still way nicer than I am, and I have years on you when it comes to being a menace. You’ll get there.Let’s take a walk back to when I suddenly happened upon you in the café. I still can’t believe that by chance we ran into each other again; though you didn’t recognize me at from the start, but your face was priceless once you did. From the moment you curled back into my lap, it was as if three hundred years had never transpired. It was just like we were back in the room with you curled up in my lap after you somehow completely avoided going to school that day. If there is anything, I will cherish the fact that our bond remained unbroken despite everything which tells me time really is no match for us.You’ve come a long way from telling me I taste like burnt coffee. You might have gotten more rebellious than you were before but we both know deep down, deep, deep down you would never stop being good to me just like I’ll never stop caring for you. I know so. The little fox I keep on my ear reminds me daily so you can’t prove that false at all. I also have a ring that my baby fox fiend made me with his own blood that proves you’re always worried about me. Even if you say you’re evil to others, you’re always an angel to me.You went through a lot when you were alive and that doesn’t mean that’s all life had to give you. I will make sure you have more fun in this lifetime. All the things we didn’t get to do and all the moments we missed out on will come to life now that we have each other again. I like you just the way you are. There isn’t a thing I would change about you even now. The affectionate, devoted, bratty fiend that you are is who you are and how you should stay.My sweet baby fox fiend I hope you realize I will not be letting time escape us like it did before nor will I be letting the chance to create new memories pass us by. We have a lot of time to make up for, but I think the fact that you are always with me is a good start. Plus, anywhere you are I can be within a blink of an eye. I will take up all your time and drive you crazy while I do so. And yes, that includes at the club. We have more things we never got to do together, so let’s make the world ours this time. I look forward to everyday I get with you, and I cherish my time with you more than ever. I’m still going to cuff you, so be prepared. You’re mine.The reason for the butterflies in your stomach,
Hanma